Fuminodouzai Osamu, You and Me

What would you do if you could meet that person you've always wanted to meet? I want to say that I can't say anything because I know this is really impossible. Demining. First person, the protagonist is Dazai Osamu Yume, with some in-depth analysis. There are some diaries that you can skip reading if you find them boring, as they will not affect the subsequent plot. I found that there seems to be no fanfic like this. The author cut himself off to write it. The full text is free. If you don't like it, just don't read it. Intention: Love others first, love yourself first.