Wu Chongqi is a mentally ill person. He has entered an unknown game. His goal is to stay alive and accomplish three things while alive. One: actively cooperate with treatment, two: get out alive, and three: find hope.
As Wu Chongqi wished, he found hope, his mental problems gradually eased, and he also found a lover beyond his plan: Lu Chenzhou
Unfortunately, Lu Chenzhou died in front of Wu Chongqi.
"You have to fight with me no matter how hard you die. Even if you win this time, you will finally leave this hell."
"Thousands of sails are passing by the side of the sunken boat, and thousands of trees are in front of the diseased tree. If I were to die, I hope it is me who dies, and you... I hope it is the thousand sails passing by."
Hope has been found, but the price is too heavy. The cruelest sobriety in the world is that even madness becomes a luxury.
Later, Wu Chongqi finally went out
He sat on the hospital bed and traced the phrase "In front of the sick tree, thousands of springs" over and over again with his fingertips. Suddenly he remembered the way Lu Chenzhou smiled at him for the last time.
The person who always said that he would show him spring ended up staying in the cold winter forever.
"Didn't you say... That you would stay with me until I recover?"
The sycamore outside the window sprouts new buds, but his spring will never come again
"Chong" means flying into the sky, but "Qi" means landing and stopping.
He was supposed to be a free bird, but he was trapped in the rain where Lu Chenzhou died all his life.
Intention: I don't know what it means