At the age of eighteen, we were timid and stubborn, and even small actions would make the atmosphere between us delicate.
For me at that time, falling in love was something I was ashamed to say, and falling in love with Yu Qi was an unspeakable secret. You can't tell your classmates, your friends, your parents, and of course, you can't tell him.
I don't know when Zhong Jian started avoiding me intentionally or unintentionally. Does he not want to be friends with me anymore? But why? I haven't provoked him recently. Didn't you say you wanted to celebrate my birthday? Why did you leave without even saying hello?
Seventeen-year-old Yu Qi couldn't figure this out. He only knew that he had lost a very good friend. He knew that he would stop for a moment every time he passed by the noodle shop where he and Zhong Jian often went. He knew that he would feel sad in the middle of the night. At that time, he classified all these behaviors as unaccustomed. Because I'm not used to it, I feel uncomfortable every time I think of him.
Intention: Study hard and make progress every day