Sometimes, I really don't know what marriage has brought to me. Some people say that it can make you a better self, but I feel that it is slowly eroding me, and I have entered a state of "selflessness" unknowingly.
I forgot that I was actually a little girl who loved to drink milk tea, rather than a good wife and mother who just "took care of the house for her husband" and "worried about her son's growth."
I often woke up from my sleep, feeling like I was crying for no reason, and then I thought: What would happen if I did the opposite? If I didn't take care of my son, didn't worry about whether my husband would cheat on me, and didn't care about what my parents-in-law thought, what would my life be like?
After thinking about it, I wrote down what I dreamed about. This article contains a lot of my own selfish thoughts that I am ashamed to express, but after writing it, I actually felt light all over, as if I was meant to be that kind of person.
Intention: You can also take more care of your own feelings