Swiss psychoanalyst Carl Jung said: "Listen, everyone: I have felt from the beginning that the world is nothingness. Nothingness is fullness. In an infinite universe, fullness is not better than nothingness. Nothingness is emptiness and fullness."
It carries the author's personal worship of women, the Oedipus complex as a girl, and the exploration of the meaning of life. The author did not dare to write down all the failed romances, projections, god-making and killing of gods in her life in a modern setting, so she wrote it as a fiction
[Please note] Not all feelings are static and consistent. Repeat above.
Pan-CP, group portraits are open to interpretation;
slow heat;
Kaya is the sole protagonist;
There is true love in the whole text, there is 1v1 but it is not just 1v1
The story of a group of idealistic self-destructors
Kaya, whose parents were killed during civil strife in an ancient and backward country, was rescued by the chief warlock Savile. From then on, she became her closest student and was trained as a spy sent to the enemy country.
Then a senior sister named Ysera fell from the sky, with an eye-catching "A" number on her chest.
Only then did she realize that she was not the only one in Savile's world.
Kaya thought she was jealous of Ysera. However, she gradually discovered that Ysera, who was free-thinking, strong, self-respecting and philosophical, made her world... It turns out that her world could be more than just Savile.
She even hoped that the teacher and the senior sister would have a fight - did she think that she would admire whoever was stronger?
During a battle, she met a talented girl from the enemy country. Both wanted to put the other to death, but were forced to save each other when they both fell off a cliff.
On her fourteenth birthday, Ysera defected, and everything changed. From then on, it seemed that Ysera and Savile in her heart could no longer exist.
Kaya went to the enemy country to become a spy, and became classmates and companions with the genius girl and others. They doubt each other, test each other, and grow with each other.
What does it mean to love one's country? What does it mean to love someone? What is love?
Finally, the world war breaks out... Everyone who has ever appeared in life has his own camp.
It turns out that this is what the curse of "a lifetime of loneliness" means...
Purpose: Through the description of group portraits of women and the delicate emotions between women, it shows the struggles of fate and spiritual awakening of individuals as they experience the world's power relations, war games, and different choices as female characters.