Every Wednesday at three o'clock in the afternoon, the sun will illuminate the wood grain of the consulting room floor with precision.
This is Su Lan's most punctual patient and also the most dangerous case.
He would deliberately not eat 48 hours before a consultation just so that he could fall into the doctor's arms when he fainted;
He always wears shirts one size too big to make those self-inflicted wounds visible;
He recited Baudelaire's verses but flushed his drugs down the toilet.
Su Lan clearly remembers every detail of Mingchen:
The second scar below the left clavicle is 3 cm long
When you drink black coffee, you will leave a half-moon lip mark on the rim of the cup
The ring finger of the right hand twitches slightly when lying
But what he dared not record was:
While holding that thin body, my heart rate was out of control
When I reread the consultation recording late at night, my fingertips trembled
That rainy night, his wish to pray to God
"The diagnosis says that I have dependent personality disorder," Mingchen played with Su Lan's stethoscope, "but it didn't say how good I am at making people dependent on me."
Psychological counselor·Black-hearted attack VS self-destruction·Crazy criticism·Sick and weak suffering
Purpose: Cherish life