The feeling of analyzing one's mind is not pleasant, it is like having oneself cut open naked, and all the gloom, darkness and indescribable thoughts inside are put on the stage for others to judge.
But I've been hiding it so far, and I'm a little tired.
They all say right and wrong, and the coffin is finalized.
Sorry.
But please allow me that little bit of harmless malice that only exists in my heart.
——2025.5.19
Intention: I am the only surviving me among countless mes.