I love you, although my heart has long been rotten, dark and rotten. But seeing you, who is bright and yet untouchable, being slowly swallowed up by the endless abyss... I am willing to dissect my heart and give it to you to show my sincerity.
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Song Jinci once thought that she was the happiest person in the world. Excellent family background, loving parents. But everything fell apart.
My parents, who clearly loved me yesterday, showed their most evil side to me today.
My mother seems to have cheated on me.
Endless quarrels ensued. Finally they all disappeared.
All that was left was the broken glass, the torn admission letter and the ridiculous family photo. A mess.
So.
"Love is really cheap, but I really lack this ridiculous and cheap love. For this, for my audience, I can perform over and over again."
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I really envy people's ignorance, so they can be carefree.
Ruan Ji is a good boy in everyone's eyes. They will then give all the credit to her parents. "You have parents who love you so much and have planned your future for you. I don't know how many detours you will avoid."
But is this considered love?
But I seem to have fallen in love with someone.
No, more love. And without reservation.
Growing up with the abnormal love of my parents, my love must also be abnormal, right?
The Song Jinci in Ruan Xia's imaginary world exudes pure and mysterious light and is out of reach.
But I saw her sinking deep into the mire and being slowly swallowed up, covered in filth.
This is simply beautiful.
"So, I think you made a mistake about Song Jinci. I don't want to save you, I just want you to sink deeper and deeper and be strangled to death."
Then you'll be as dirty as me.
Intention: If you lose control of the present, you will be afraid of losing the future. Then let's sink in sobriety together.
