His father took him to the supermarket. His face was filled with disgust and guilt, which made him always feel like a thief.
In the canteen, he was short and looked at a piece of candy on the checkout counter. It must be very sweet.
The landlady wanted to do more business, so when she was bargaining with her father about the price, she stuffed a piece of candy into his pocket and said, "I have a child with me, so it's normal to spend some money."
The father was suppressing the landlady's goods with the look of disgust that he would see a fraudster with evil intentions, and he was bargaining fiercely. When he saw this, he became furious and slapped the landlady on the face. He slapped the woman on the face again while she was screaming and shouting at the opposite stall.
"Damn it! If you say ten dollars, then ten dollars, no more!"
"Did you let me take it? You're a bitch! You bitch! Put it back!"
Ignoring the pain in my face, my head was empty of thoughts. I quickly took out the candy and put it back on the table, moving as neatly as a thief caught on the spot.
His face was in burning pain, not just on the side that was hit, but on the other side, his whole face, his whole body, every inch exposed to the crowd of onlookers, was in pain.
He shouldn't think about the taste of that candy. If he didn't care whether he wanted to or not, he wouldn't be regarded as a thief.
His mother took him to eat leftovers and said the wrong thing, saying that not eating was a waste. He was given a hard look. At that moment, the concept was deeply ingrained in his head.
Talk less, talk more and make more mistakes. Say less and make fewer mistakes. It is best not to say anything.
So I suffer from low self-esteem, sensitivity, and depression, but I accomplish nothing.
One day, Shou suddenly entered the parallel world four years ago. Everyone, things, and things here were exactly the same as in Yuan's world. The only difference was.
In the original world, he followed his mother when his parents divorced.
Here, he follows his father.
This turned everything upside down.
The shady fake young master from a rich family turned into a serious poor child.
The parallel world that he can travel through is like his own imaginary carnival.
Maybe some people think that he will be self-reliant and start over from scratch?
Ha ha.
No, he is already a rotten person. There is no way to peel off the rotten exterior to reveal the pure heart, only the darker and deeper self.
Shou came to the bar where he worked, and came to Gong with a drink under the flickering lights.
"Sir, do you want a drink?"
Later, Gong was nice to him, saw his psychological problems, and wanted to comfort him in a mature and powerful manner.
But I don't feel comforted.
I just feel shame burning on my face.
He can be a simple good student and a good kid, or he can be a purely vicious and evil person.
The only thing he cannot do is to be someone who is as pure as a lotus who is forced to sink into the darkness because of his own reasons.
What is this?
Pity, pity?
He doesn't need it.
He's a bad guy.
No need to be pitied.
I'm a little tired of it.
Returning to the real world and encountering Gong in reality, Shou looked at the person who was biting and entangled with him in the other world. At this moment, a strange and upright person appeared in front of him, wearing a well-behaved face and saying hello with a polite smile.
Watching strangers introduce themselves to each other and shake hands, Shou felt a funny and absurd excitement in her heart.
They didn't know each other when they met, but he knew many secrets hidden by the other party. Even yesterday, they were so intimately entangled that they forgot about life and death.
Extremely interesting. It was as if the whole world was being toyed with.
He liked the sense of absurd amusement.
Later, the world merged, and the memories of four years ago in the ordinary world would merge into the minds of people in the real world.
Shou collapsed.
He can play wildly in an irrelevant parallel world, but he can't bring it into the real world.
Since the parallel world four years ago is real.
So, what if he had died four years ago?
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Purpose: Facing the true self