[For him, I told myself more than once that he is not worth it.
When he was six years old, Mu Zhouye, as the son of the Taifu, was assigned by the emperor to be the prince's companion.
His father told him that the man's name was Zhou Shenxing and his courtesy name was Yaocen. He was the emperor's most proud prince. That was not the first time he had heard this name, but it was the first time he saw that person with such a thunderous name in front of the Lihua Bookcase under the leadership of his father.
That man's handsome features, outstanding figure, and graceful demeanor just broke into Xiao Funo's heart. Since then, he has been following him, even if there is no shortage of people around him.
When he was ten years old, the emperor arranged for a palace maid to be Zhou Shenxing's maid. Zhou Shenxing liked her very much and kept her with him every day. That was the first time that Mu Zhouye felt jealous and realized that his feelings for him were different from others, so he reported to His Majesty and drove her away on the pretext of neglecting his studies.
From then on, he was the only one left around him.
When he was sixteen years old, Zhou Shenxing led troops to fight. The battlefield was extremely dangerous, and Mu Zhouye was frightened just listening to it. He was worried about him, so he secretly went to find him without telling his father. But when he arrived, the city gate was shattered and all the people were in ruins. He looked for him over and over again, and finally pulled him out from the mountain of corpses and sea of blood. Since then, his hands have become useless and he can no longer hold up pen and ink in this life.
Later, Mu Zhouye assisted Zhou Shenxing in ascending the throne, and he finally recognized the reality despite being hurt and disappointed over and over again——
He lost Zhou Yaocen many years ago.
Intention: He is not worthy
