Gentle and old-fashioned evil god attack x crazy pretending to be good and amnesia sufferer
First person, main subject, infinite flow, amnesia story, reunion story, falling horse story, be careful with the nonsense.
Ah, it's still a relatively relaxed style of writing (? It changes as I write it), so I'm sorry for the poor writing style.
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I am a "psycho".
The doctor said this was delusion.
I dreamed of a "faceless lover" for more than a month. He and I fell in love like an ordinary couple in the dream, doing all the things "lovers" would do.
But when the dream was interrupted by the warm sun sneaking into the room, my "lover" disappeared.
People in dreams cannot see their faces clearly. My "faceless lover" seems to have secretly inserted himself into my dream, but he still wants to leave traces in the daytime that is out of his reach...
I became a complete madman.
When I stood on the rooftop on the 20th floor, the howling wind couldn't even wake me up. The cold looks from the world shocked my nerves, as if I was watching a puppet show in the audience. Until the puppet jumped off the high platform, I wiped the blood that accidentally splashed on my face and left...
What is the time after death? I have never thought about it before... Is it heaven or hell?
But what I went to was a place that was more like a free carnival stage than heaven; more like a deep bone-eroding abyss than hell. But to me, a madman, it seems that it is an altar where I can shed all my restraints and offer the most pious and gorgeous dance to my crazy love...
I struggled to crawl out of the blood, raised the knife in my hand, and cut off either worldly greed or lingering love. But I am willing to sacrifice everything to my gods, and I will not hesitate to fall into the world's hypocrisy and coercion again, playing tricks on the spot...
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Don't worry, double cleanliness is my bottom line (kissing/confirming a relationship/having a secret crush on others is also unclean to me!)
However, the attack may have a vest, and the appearance may change from Sichuan Opera (just various leather holsters). I will try to avoid using other leather holsters to write...
Students, not updated often.
Any comments are welcome and I will try my best to correct them! Please squirt!
Purpose: Break the shackles of the world and serve the gods in your heart