So many years have passed, but I still can't let go and forgive myself for the mistakes I made. Every time I recall the past, I feel endless regret and self-blame, as if there is a heavy boulder weighing on my heart, making me breathless. Those unforgettable scenes of the past are always with me. No matter how hard I try to forget them, they always come to mind at an inadvertent moment and sting my soul.
I can't forgive myself.
The fate was unbearable until I met you.
This kiss came without warning, but it was natural, as if it was an encounter that had been arranged by fate.
Your rust-like kiss, with its sour dull pain, is like a rusty nail wedged into my heart. The peeling rust flakes hurt my soul with every heartbeat. I locked myself into the iron cage of memories, letting time climb over the mottled cage with moss. Even if the rust corrodes the bones, I am willing to drown in this false gentleness.
I love you almost crazy. This relationship has long been entrenched in my heart and does not need your response, nor does it need to be whitewashed with cheap lies. Death is just the corner of a long journey, and forgetfulness is the cruelest executioner. So I stubbornly curled up in the ruins of memory, licking our past repeatedly, carving every moment into my bones. Even if the world forgets you and me, as long as I am trapped in this island of memories, you will always be alive and you will always be a dream that I don't want to wake up from.
[Two male protagonists] [Redemption] [be] [Pure love] [First person]
Concept: Love is both warm support and heavy shackles