Li Qiubai never thought about liking a girl.
She respects diversity, but has never wanted to be diverse. She is confident enough to understand herself. She thought that even if she did, she would only like girls who looked like boys. To her, this was no different from liking girls of the opposite sex.
But she fell in love with Su Jinjin, a girl who loved to act coquettishly and was especially popular with boys. From all aspects, she was a girl with very feminine characteristics in the cognitive world she had formed over the past thirty years.
There are many girls who say they like to look at beautiful women, but in this regard, Li Qiubai conforms to the stereotype of straight men. She feels that there are almost no ugly girls. She also feels that girls are the same whether they wear makeup or not, and there is not much change. Therefore, Li Qiubai doesn't like to look at beautiful women, because in her eyes, they are everywhere. Su Jinjin is, the eldest lady Xu Zihan is, the new Yan Qinyu is...
Such a girl can't help but fall in love with another girl.
I like her, so I feel happy when I see her, my heart flutters when she holds my arm, I want to kiss her when I see people in love kissing on TV;
She will be disappointed because others say that you are no longer her favorite, she will hold such thoughts in mind when she is chatting with her or having close contact with her, and she will abandon herself. She will constantly use practical resistance to persuade herself not to like her anymore. She will be moved by her news after deciding to give up countless times. She will fantasize about confessing to her, and she will fantasize about the future with her, even if there is a time limit...
But Li Qiubai didn't confess. She was not afraid of losing Su Jinjin as a friend, she was afraid that Su Jinjin didn't want to lose her as a friend. She didn't want to take away Su Jinjin's friend Li Qiubai.
Purpose: I want to give my crush a happy ending