Pain is an afterthought, and the perception of love is also an afterthought. When I just lost him, I wasn't sad or excited. I was surprisingly calm.
"Shen Wu, are you willing to come with me?" He leaned over my bed and held my hand tightly and asked me. I didn't see his weakness at that time, I just thought it was because his lips were white due to the moonlight. I think he should have been lucky that the moon was very white that night, covering up his pale complexion.
It was only now that I gradually understood what he said that night, and realized that I thought I was calm at that time, but in fact, I had already burst into tears, but I didn't even notice it myself.
"Shen Wu... I want to have a family with you... With you..."
OK.
Purpose: cherish the present moment