She looks for objective truth in functional structures,
She said: "I am tired of the rhetorical life", she said: "As long as it is not equal, you can be infinitely close", she said: "I wish your mother will love you".
He thinks about global order in a left-wing think tank,
He said: "The lesser of two evils", he said: "To choose one is only to hurt the other", he said: "Do you have a nice word to say".
This is the dissatisfaction of two intellectuals.
They are miserable and indeed not a good thing.
In other words, it is precisely because they are not good people that they suffer so much.
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Xun Zhang knew Zhang Yuning very early, when she was just a girl, nearly ten years younger than him. They had been together for several years, neither far nor close, close enough to almost be friends, far enough that he could imagine a slight romance.
Life goes on, separated by a piece of Eurasia or the entire Atlantic Ocean, they occasionally like and leave messages on each other's Moments, and witness the coming and going of new people in each other's lives.
Until one day, she suddenly appeared, penetrated the blurry screen, and mercilessly embedded herself into his real world.
Xun Zhang tried to escape, but Zhang Yuning, who could talk about everything in a brilliant way, just stood there with his arms folded, looking at him silently.
Purpose: No one has ever written about the kind of women I know, and no one has ever written about the kind of men I know. I have to let humanity know they exist. This is a story about how one person is suffocated in the cage of reason and how he is shattered by another person's freedom.
