If You Don't Love Me, Why Would You Become an Immortal for Me?

I like the immortals on Yujing Mountain. Even if I get a bloody head, I still won't give up. If it doesn't work once, then two or three times, he will always... See me. But I died under the plague during the famine years, and even to my death... I was unable to knock on the door of the Heavenly Palace... Intention: Try harder