The End of Autumn and Summer

First-person perspective + Nian's attack + two-way redemption + long-term love + two male protagonists + two people with mental illness, self-redemption and redemption of each other + both are avoidant love personalities I also wanted to complain before. If it weren't for my mother, at least I would have the right to go to another school so that I wouldn't have to come here. If it hadn't been for what my mother did to me, I wouldn't have nightmares or be afraid. My father obviously gave me a lot of support, but why can't I eat... The ink-black sky, red clouds, burning paper, and rotten fruit cores. Buliu: You are my little one You are my little cloth: Zhiyi (There will be a little bit of plot in the early stage, mainly a rough description of the situation that made it what it is now.) I will subconsciously reject that emotion, but I have to admit it. There is not a lot of narration, so please proceed with caution. (Suffer) A slightly weird brain power + a bit of pica + in some cases, he likes to use violence to solve some things. (It's not serious, I just like to eat expired food) X (Attack) Mild depression + indirect daze + certain mental illness (will recall previous things from time to time, and will subconsciously forget those things) The main perspective is Buru (Please read the following content patiently, thank you very much!!!) Buliu: I thought I was going to die there that day, but everything was just such a coincidence, just like life thought I should live. I (Buliu) grasped the belated hope. I (Buliu) hope I can die in a nicer place. Are the requirements too high? … Two people because of their respective lifestyles and their previous lives. There seems to be some emotional and psychological abnormalities. Zhiyi: "That's really pitiful. You can't even pay the tuition now." "Do you have to say this in front of the mirror?": Me My name is Buriu Don't want to stay here, don't want to stay there. Instead of leaving these two words, I changed them to the word cloth. The word "cloth" does not have many more strokes, and it seems that there is not much difference in the life I have struggled with. Whose family is good? What about being asked to drop out of high school less than two months after the first year of high school? It's a name I chose for myself. The original name was too ugly, so I changed it easily when I applied for the ID card. No one will pay attention to this matter. Intention: "In this small county, coffins only come in conventional styles." "You can find one that's buy one get one free so I don't have to spend money on it.": Me Intention: "I didn't say I was going to die here. I might be able to get out." There are always people who will say that avoidant lovers need another lover who can't be driven away. So what if two people are avoidant lovers, what should they do when they stay where they are? (Note: Let's focus on this strange place. No one has given this place a name, but if you mention this place, you can call it with the four words "no name". Some very strange things have been seen here before, which caused the remaining group of people to become mentally abnormal. Then it slowly became what it is now. At least 99% of the people here are mentally abnormal. Even if they are Some things that look normal are just some abnormal things that are not exposed. People here don't like to pay too much attention to external affairs, and they don't like to spread things here. As a result, even if there are big things happening here, very few people know about them. Some people can play games normally and search the Internet normally, but most people only have regular software on their mobile phones. (Note: After more than ten years of brainwashing, these people do not pay attention to outside things and do not frequently watch videos. They even think that as long as they don't pay attention, they can stay here with peace of mind. Therefore, most people except games, few people like to watch videos. The people here will stay here until they grow old, using the tone of the older generation, and will continue to brainwash the remaining people.) Note: Among these people who have some mental illnesses, some of them will not think that they are sick, because from a cognitive perspective, they feel that their views are right. Author's Tip: If you have any discomfort while reading, please try to leave a comment in the comment area. I will try my best to reply after reading it, and I will not spoil some plots that you do not understand. You can feel free to ask. (If there are some abnormal behaviors in the plot, please do not imitate them, do not imitate them!!! And some of the protagonist's psychological activities are caused by mental problems. There is no narration content, so please proceed with caution!!!) (Only if there are a lot of conversations, I will mark who is chatting with whom.) (Thank you for reading this. If you have any extras you want to see, please post them in the comment area. I will select a small part to write when it is almost finished) [Love~~Love~~~Love~~~Heart~~~~] Some of the content is too dark, and if it is repeated too much, it is not good for the article, so I will automatically filter out some of it, and I will revise the article twice. . Concept: When two people have emotional problems, how will it end?