My depressed mood at that time is evidenced by poems: Let me die/I die/Shen Dianxia will become Yang Yuying/Pan Changjiang will become Yao Ming/My mother will become Maggie Cheung/My father will become Li Jiacheng/Let me die/I die/Chinese football will successfully win the World Cup/Terrorists will not need suicide bombs/African refugees will have enough to eat/Chinese movies will be watched!
That day, I said to my mother with a heavy heart: "I have now turned from the pride of my family into the shame of my family. Am I right?" My mother said, "That's not right!" I suddenly felt a glimmer of light before my eyes. She said extremely seriously: "Our family is not a family yet. How big is that family!". . .
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