Autistic, lonely white rose girl*violent aesthetics, sports student lacking love
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Rose Perspective
The year my parents divorced, I fell in love with a boy who fought for others.
In a narrow alley, he fought like a lone wolf with the fierce man on the opposite side for a girl he loved, and was covered with bruises.
It was also at that time that he accidentally saved me standing on the edge. Through the light of love, I thought about him for many years.
Later, he was always so dazzling on the red and green runways, and he frequently made me fall in love with him.
When he was still young, he held my wrist with scars all over his body, and with the bright light, he smiled slyly and domineeringly, "If you feel sorry for me, just give yourself to me."
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He is like the autumn day in Chonburi, with golden light and cyan smudges. He came into my life lightly, leaving behind a blooming blood flower that pierced my chest. It was the coldest and most painful moment in my life...
For the rest of my life, I will be left alone to watch the sunset.
In the endless lamentation, I understood a truth. People who have lived in darkness for a long time will be burned even if they are close to the sun.
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[Ding Xu's perspective]
That day, in the cold temple, facing the gods and Buddhas, the sky and the earth were clear, I said to her, "You can chase me, just make an oath."
She said, "Breach of trust will lead to a bad death."
She is a trustworthy girl.
I think Bai Qiangwei really loved me with her life and dignity.
The first time was during her fire drill.
The second time, he came to the equipment room to kiss me at the risk of going into shock.
The third time was when I decided to have an abortion.
But what about me?
In this life, I am powerless against my mother's lover, powerless against Yin Lishu, powerless against stimulants, and powerless against our first child who died.
Even for an incompetent person like me, there are still people who would devote all they have to loving me, treating me as the only sun in the world.
And I... Really failed her.
Bai Qiangwei, I feel guilty for you all my life.
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He is her sun and her confidence.
She is his rose and his weakness.
One person is as arrogant as fire, while the other is as cold as ice, writing about the fullness and imperfection of life.
When she liked him, he didn't know how to love someone. After he learned it, it was too late to do anything.
Reunion after broken mirror, □□literature
[Mature men and women before and after campus]
[BE: The male protagonist dies in the arms of the female protagonist]
[Cute point: the heroine is slightly soulless]
[The male protagonist is quite scumbag in the early stage, but especially humble in the later stage]
Intention: independence