She wouldn't be like this before her family didn't push for marriage. Her attitude on countless blind dates made me disappointed again and again, and even quarreling with her would bring me back.
But after the blind date, I had no sense of existence.
The reason I lost my temper was because I was unreasonable, and the reason I was angry was because I didn't understand. I was sad for a long time, and I already thought about her very much.
Who cares about what I think? I always try to communicate but all I get is random thoughts, which makes me unable to figure it out.
Later I figured it out again, I should consider my own feelings and why I should live for her
Concept: Unknown things and all stories are being buried
