Returning to the Time Before the Death of His Sickly Wife

Illness, self-destruction, love, pain, but fear of suffering from domestic servants & rebirth, gentleness, feudal dad attack Mo Yuan is a proton for a weak country to seek peace. It's more of a toy than a proton. His homeland said that it would not be an exaggeration to offer him as a slave. He was assigned to serve the third prince, Qi Hezhao, and was an existence even lower than a domestic servant. The third prince has a violent temperament, is moody, and has the kindness of Long Yang, so he behaves in a mess. Gradually, Mo Yuan went from being afraid of pain to accepting and even liking it. It's so amazing that people can feel happiness when they feel pain. He likes pain. He fears pain. He made himself sick and weak. —— Until one day, the prince suddenly seemed like a different person, kind and gentle, as if he had been taken away from him. However, the prince is still very strict, and the family punishment is still painful. But the thick tenderness wrapped around the pain, tickling Mo Yuan's heart unbearably. The prince would also wrap Mo Yuan's tears with tenderness, kiss him, hug him and comfort him after the pain. Until one day, Mo Yuan heard Qi Hezhao whispering alone: "A Yuan, how many times do I have to do it all over again before you can survive?" —— Mo Yuan was thinking that his frail body was not much different from the old and dying tree in the corner of the courtyard. His life has been for sacrifice since he was born. He is an object, a domestic servant, and a bed partner, but not a human being. Even though his body couldn't bear the pain at all, he wanted pain like crazy, wanting to feel a strange excitement from the pain, as if that could prove that he was alive. That day, he fell asleep under an old tree, and the winter wind made his face, which had always been pale all year round, turn red. When he woke up, the room was very warm, the bed was soft and comfortable, and the violent prince was lying beside his bed crying. "Ayuan, please, please survive, okay?" Mo Yuan didn't answer. He was thinking, the noble prince is a strange person, why are you crying for him? Mo Yuan had never had any desire to live, until one day, he wanted to live. He understood love as pain. The closer it gets, the closer it gets to pain. Stay away from it and stay away from happiness. —— Mo Yuan committed a domestic punishment for the umpteenth time and was punished with fifty canes. This family law is very strict, and the punishment of fifty or more rods will often paralyze a person's life. In the palace, servants who behaved like this have died thousands of times. However, Qi Hezhao took the stick from the servants and dismissed all the servants, leaving only the two of them in the courtyard. "Don't be afraid, my Ayuan, I will make you feel better." The prince smiled softly, and the stick in his hand was replaced by the palm of his hand. He touched Mo Yuan's head: "I know how to make you like it." —— Reading tips: 1. Pure Hurt&Comfort literature warning, redemption literature, running in both directions 2. Both places favor each other 1v1, the attack and reception double arrows are very thick, and the attack is reborn at the beginning. Intention: Grow up well