My name is Shen Huaian. I used to think that my parents gave me this name to symbolize my peace and perseverance, but later I learned that it actually means a pillow of Huaian.
When I was in school, I met Zhou Yunqi. He stood on the podium and introduced his name, Zhou Yunqi, which means "Ling Yun Zhuang Zhi". After praying for safety, he told me that his name was his parents' hope that he could realize his ideals on the premise that he was safe.
I am jealous of him, but I also envy him. I want to drag him down to be with me. I can't bear to let him go. I can only stay away, but he is always very close to me. For him, I struggle like a drowning man. I struggle to no avail and I can only give up. But he is like a ray of sunshine penetrating into the water and into me.
Purpose: redemption