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This article is also called "The Little Thing of Secret Love"
Shy puppy
Innocent, hot on the outside, cold on the inside x gentle and possessive
Completed article "Becoming the Lady's Maid"
Some memories are nourished by smell and temperature.
For example, on an early summer afternoon, the wind stirred by an old electric fan is mixed with the faint fragrance of gardenia on the tips of Jian Qianxue's hair. For example, when she accidentally approached her when she was giving a lecture, she felt a fleeting warmth from her arm.
These moments were carefully collected by Chen Wanqing and became a secret collection throughout her youth.
She originally thought that these would all be sealed in a box called "the past".
Until this ordinary day four years later.
The person who often entered her dreams for no reason was standing in the light, looking up.
Time seemed to be cut off suddenly and flowed backwards rapidly.
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"... Chen Wanqing?"
It was Jian Qianxue who spoke first, with a subtle hint of confirmation in her voice. Her eyes glanced across Chen Wanqing's face, as if touching an old, familiar wound.
She thought she had already buried the embarrassing throbbing and sharp self-contempt - that night, when she learned the news of Chen Wanqing's love from Fang Yutong, all the ambiguities she thought were tacit, instantly turned into a ridiculous one-man show for her.
Her pride was completely shattered at that moment, and she could not tolerate questioning or verification. Only by retreating decisively could she preserve her last bit of self-esteem.
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"Long time no see." Chen Wanqing heard her own response, as dry as fallen leaves in late autumn.
It turns out that longing has never dissipated.
It just lay dormant in every inadvertent moment, and then at the moment of reunion, it roared and engulfed her.
She thought about the last month before graduation, those deliberately avoided looks, those hesitant conversations.
Like the ebbing sea water, Jian Qianxue retreated from her world little by little, silently, but left behind an entire deserted beach.
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"So back then..." The questions that had been suppressed for four years broke free at this moment. Chen Wanqing asked with a joke: "Why did you suddenly become cold to me?"
She mustered up the courage to look at him, but she met a pair of wet eyes.
Jian Qianxue smiled softly. The smile did not reach her eyes, like a fogged window.
"I've been waiting," her voice was soft but her words were clear, "waiting for a message that will never come unsolicited, waiting for an explanation that can heal my self-esteem."
Her eyes were locked on Chen Wanqing, with a sharpness mixed with pain and confusion: "When I thought the 'tacit understanding' would be broken by you, it turned out that it was someone else who told me that it was all just my own passion."
She paused, her gaze like a slender needle gently piercing Chen Wanqing's confusion.
"Chen Wanqing, weren't you the one to let go first?"
Chen Wanqing was stunned in place. She never let go of anyone. It was obvious that the person who was given up... Was her.
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"Hey, have you heard of a rumor in high school?"
"What rumors?"
"That rumor says... Chen Wanqing likes you."
Hearing this, Jian Qianxue just raised the corners of her mouth mockingly, thinking that it would be great if Chen Wanqing really liked her.
When all the misunderstandings were finally clarified, when each other regained their stranded courage, when the evaders learned to face it, and when the proud people learned to be honest - they suddenly saw clearly that each of them was living in an abandoned story, guarding the same unclaimed youth, but they walked two long and silent single lines with their backs to each other.
Small theater:
"Qingqing..."
A murmur came out of Chen Wanqing's ear, touching the tip of her ear with heat. She thought Jian Qianxue was saying "kiss", so she leaned over and kissed this person's cheek.
Jian Qianxue hugged Chen Wanqing's neck from behind and was suddenly kissed. She was stunned for a moment, then she realized it and said with a smile: "I am calling your name, you can hear it wrong."
She raised her eyebrows and deliberately whispered in Chen Wanqing's ear: "Pervert."
Chen Wanqing blushed at these words.
Next book: "Accidentally Captured Bai Yueguang" A fake love rival turns into a real couple, please collect it!
Intention: Be brave
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[Let me be healthy] The ambiguity during a secret love is the most beautiful [bad laugh]
Please give me some help from the author😭😭😭😭😭
[Let me be healthy] The ambiguity during a secret love is the most beautiful [bad laugh]