Painless, convenient, fast, instant death and no side effects - isn't Avada Kedavra the most perfect self-shark method in the world? That's what I think anyway.
Once I traveled to the world of Harry Potter, besides finally having some new hope, what I was happiest about was that I could learn this magic. You know, in the world where nothing was legal and you had to consider other people's feelings even if you left, I could only survive, and every time I wanted to end it, I would shrink back for various reasons.
But it's different now! Avada Kedavra, my life | the light of life, the fire of my desire! Amen!
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Warning:
1. First person perspective
2. There is a lot of psychological description, complaints and negative energy.
3. CP is still Teacher Si
4. The ending of the main text should be regarded as TE, and the follow-up is definitely HE.
Intention: stay alive