Lend Me My Life
借我一生
by Jingyoumumu (旌有沐沐)
- Status
- Ongoing
- Length
- 28k Words
- Chapters
- 10
- Genre
- Romance
- Era
- Modern Era
- Updated
- 1y ago
- Source
- JJWXC
Stats
Tags
- ThemeLove
- POVFemale Lead
- Age18+
- Bad Ending
Synopsis
At the opening ceremony of the third year of high school, Xu Yan, as the president of the student council, gave a speech on the stage. The sun cast a halo on him through the window; Lu Wanqing was gently pushed awake by her best friend Xu in the audience. She looked up in a daze and met Xu Yan's eyes instantly. - Lu Wanqing was assigned by her class teacher to be in charge of the school celebration art performance. When meeting with students, she met Xu Yan again. The two had differences over the activity plan. Lu Wanqing insisted on adding modern dance elements, while Xu Yan believed that traditional chorus was more secure. - It suddenly rained heavily on the way to school. Lu Wanqing did not bring an umbrella. Xu Yan silently handed her the umbrella and rushed into the rain. Lu Wanqing found the abbreviation "XY" engraved on the umbrella handle, which reminded her of Xu Yan's life experience in campus legends. - When Lu Wanqing returned her umbrella, she bought coffee to express her gratitude. She found Xu Yan eating a lunch box (only simple rice and eggs) alone in an empty classroom, which was in contrast to the image of a perfect senior in everyone's eyes. - During the preparation process for the cultural performance, Lu Wanqing discovered the dense schedule and "medical expenses" in Xu Yan's notebook, and realized that he might be burdened with unknown pressure. - Xu Qingqing warned Lu Wanqing not to have thoughts about Xu Yan, revealing that he was an adopted orphan and his adoptive parents had extremely strict requirements on him. His ex-girlfriend broke up because she couldn't stand the pressure. - The equipment suddenly broke down before the art performance. Lu Wanqing improvised on the spot and played the accompaniment on her mobile phone to complete the performance. Xu Yan was attracted by her adaptability and dancing skills in the audience. - After the event, the two cleaned up the venue together. Xu Yan smiled rarely and praised Lu Wanqing's dance. The two discovered that they both liked the same unpopular comic, and their relationship broke the ice. - Lu Wanqing discovered that Xu Yan often skipped lunch to save money, and began to bring double lunch boxes on the grounds of "too much". Xu Yan refused at first, but later would leave a thank you note. - Before the mid-term exam, Lu Wanqing's math scores dropped severely. Xu Yan offered to help her with tutoring, and the two spent more time together in the library. - Lu Wanqing found a scar on Xu Yan's hand during tutoring. After questioning, she learned that it was caused by her adoptive father's drunkenness. She saw his vulnerable side for the first time, and the relationship between the two took a further step. - Xu Qingqing noticed that the two were approaching and warned Lu Wanqing again not to provoke Xu Yan, revealing more about his family's complicated situation. Lu Wanqing felt even more sorry for Xu Yan. - The school organized an autumn outing. Lu Wanqing and Xu Yan were assigned to the same group. They supported each other when they got lost in the mountains. Xu Yan carried Lu Wanqing down the mountain with a sprained foot. On the way, the two developed a subtle affection. - On Lu Wanqing's 18th birthday, Xu Yan used the money she had saved for a long time to buy her favorite out-of-print painting album, and wrote "To the little sun that can always illuminate me" on the title page. - The relationship between the two was teased by classmates, but Xu Yan did not deny it. Lu Wanqing was secretly happy. However, when Xu Yan came home and was questioned by her adoptive father, she denied the relationship. - Lu Wanqing accidentally met Xu Yan in the hospital to accompany her adoptive mother for a check-up. She learned that her adoptive mother suffered from severe kidney disease and needed long-term treatment, and she understood the financial pressure he was under. - Xu Yan was absent from school continuously because he was taking care of his adoptive mother. Lu Wanqing took the initiative to help him organize his notes and sent them to the hospital. When he met his adoptive father, he said harsh words to Xu Yan, but Lu Wanqing refuted it. - The adoptive father warned Xu Yan not to fall in love and distract his energy, and threatened to stop paying for the treatment of the adoptive mother. Xu Yan was forced to make a painful decision. - Lu Wanqing's parents discovered that their daughter's grades had declined. After investigation, they objected to her dating "a poor student with a complicated family", and a fierce conflict broke out in the family. - Xu Yan's adoptive father found the school and publicly humiliated Lu Wanqing for "seduce" Xu Yan. Lu Wanqing stepped forward to protect Xu Yan. The incident became so serious that the school intervened. - Under internal and external pressure, Xu Yan decided to keep a distance from Lu Wanqing and refused her care. The relationship between the two fell into a freezing point. - Lu Wanqing was unwilling to give up, and learned all about Xu Yan's situation through Xu Qingqing, and decided to face the difficulties together with him. - As the college entrance examination approaches, Xu Yan's grades fluctuate. Lu Wanqing continues to help him silently despite her objections. Xu Yan secretly sheds tears when the two of them review in the library all night. - At the graduation party, Lu Wanqing confessed her love to Xu Yan in public and expressed her willingness to wait; Xu Yan was deeply moved but thought of the pressure of reality and ultimately did not respond. - After the college entrance examination, Xu Yan received a full scholarship from another province with excellent results, but was unable to leave due to the deterioration of his adoptive mother's condition; Lu Wanqing was admitted to an ideal university. - On the eve of leaving school, the two met in the auditorium where they first met. Xu Yan finally confessed all his difficulties and feelings. The two hugged each other and cried, and agreed to be together after their adoptive mother's condition stabilized. - A year later, his adoptive mother passed away, and Xu Yan decided to stay there to take care of his elderly adoptive father and pay off his debts; on the same day, Lu Wanqing received his last letter and the book "The Little Prince" filled with annotations at the university. The two burst into tears in their respective cities, and their youthful love became an eternal regret. Intention: Lend me your life