I'm Always Misunderstood as a Villain in COS Real-Life Time Travel

[Recommended pre-collection of "Cos Dazai's I Actually Entered the Infinite Game" and "The Beautiful and Strong Heartthrob Simulator Life"] [Third person in the text] [Only the first few chapters have a bit of first person] One second I was walking in a crowded exhibition, and the next second I walked into a quiet alley. Yes, I know that cosplay is very trendy. But I didn't expect that even real people would be wearing cosplay! So, who will love the real person who goes to another world? (Lighting up a cigarette and looking thoughtful) Damn it! No matter how much I think, no one will love me? The days in the port of Mafia were also too difficult. Why is everyone going tit-for-tat with me? A certain future Mafia cadre, why do you always think that I am hypocritical? Is it difficult to understand that as a special-level curse spirit, I have a benevolent heart towards humans? ... Well, it's really hard to understand. How can I happily survive in this world with only humans when the words "disgusting human beings" are echoing in my mind every day? ? Wait... Why are you looking at me with more and more fear? I'm really not an evil villain, I'm already trying my best to resist the evil thoughts of the cursed spirit! #Don't misunderstand the five good young real classmates again# In order to find a way to restrain the instinct of curse spirits, I finally embarked on a journey to the headquarters of the curse masters in Tokyo. As a curse spirit, I went to the curse master's base camp. I have already burned myself out in order not to harm humans, so can you please stop looking at me with such fear? I really won't kill innocent people indiscriminately! … Wait, wasn't I just looking for a way to restrain evil thoughts? Why did I suddenly find a way for an ordinary person to control the power of the curse? Blame it on bangs, why do you look at me so passionately? Someone come and take care of your period! #On the possibility of a real coser accidentally creating a world where everyone can become a spellcaster# Purpose: Find the meaning of one's existence