It took Zheng Zeshen two lifetimes to understand that love is the grain of salt left in the palm after the tide recedes, and the light that still burns after the lighthouse is rusted.
In his previous life, Zheng Zeshen was like an exile trapped on an isolated island. He regarded Li Moshu as his only salvation and held on tightly. Li Moshu was like a short-lived cherry blossom that withered completely at the age of 28. He only jokingly left Zheng Zeshen with the words "You want to bury me in the sea."
Zheng Zeshen stubbornly buried him in the cemetery just for the obsession in his heart, but he heard his lover say "Zheng Zeshen, I hate you" countless times in the middle of the night.
When fate returned to the coffee shop where they first met, Zheng Zeshen was almost crazy, but Li Moshu told him with actions again and again: love is not a shackle, but a river flowing to the sea.
This time the disease came as promised, but Zheng Zeshen took Li Moshu to see the aurora in Iceland, the sunset on the beach in Tahiti, and the cherry blossoms flying in Tokyo. He used his camera to freeze his lover's smile again and again. But this time, what Li Moshu left him was no longer unfinished regrets, but the new light.
The last book Li Mo Shu left for Zheng Zeshen said, "Zheng Zeshen, the world is a book I left for you. When you feel the breeze caressing you, when you encounter a foreign country and the rain, when you see whales crossing the sea, please treat it as if I am kissing you."
When Zheng Zeshen once again held the sandalwood box and walked towards the lighthouse of their love, the salty sea breeze accompanied the sound of the book pages rustling. At this moment, Zheng Zeshen finally understood that the way to continue to create a bond with Li Moshu was not to lead himself to self-destruction, but to continue to see the world with his share.
When the tide came again, what was drowned was not Zheng Zeshen's sobs, but Zheng Zeshen's unwillingness and despair at losing Li Moshu. The salt grains left behind when the tide receded were evidence that Zheng Zeshen and Li Moshu had been together.
"Zheng Zeshen, I love you."
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1. Main attack! ! BE! !
2. Emotionally super-stable guiding lover and beautiful woman × super-emotionally unstable loyal dog attack
3. Shou is a writer and coffee shop manager. In the early stage of his career, he was a student. In the later stage, he became a novice in the workplace.
3. The age difference is four years
4. If you don't know how to write about illness, it's all nonsense. Don't criticize.
Mission: Death is not the end of everything