Homosexuals have always been regarded as a sexual minority, wandering on the fringes of society and difficult to be accepted by the world and people around them. Today, the number of middle-aged and elderly homosexuals is still huge. No one wants to understand their emotional life, primitive desires and psychological state. Even in their gay circles, they are gradually being ignored due to their old age and frailty.
The protagonist Jile lost her yearning for holy love after suffering emotional trauma when she was young. Especially after being tempted by indulgence, he seemed to have fallen into a swamp of desire, sinking deeper and deeper step by step. Later, he met someone he was willing to spend his whole life with, but due to years of indulgence, his mentality could no longer return to its original simplicity, and he began to become suspicious and sensitive.
Purpose: Gay men's journey to self-identity