Teenage Observation Diary

Song Zhitang met Lu Xingye for the first time in a crowded and noisy street. I don't know whose car knocked over the stall of the fruit seller, and the fruit rolled all over the ground. In the farther and farther field of vision, there seemed to be a boy in school uniform who stopped and bent down to pick up the oranges scattered on the ground. The wind blew past the young man's clothes, and Song Zhitang smelled the faint smell of orange in the wind. The new school started early, and Song Zhitang was not good at introducing herself. Fortunately, after she said her name, a latecomer shouted a report at the door of the class. The lazy voice attracted the attention of the whole class. Song Zhitang raised his eyes and ran into the boy's smiling eyes. The only thing that dazzled was the injury at the corner of his lip. The boy came up with a lame-sounding excuse for being late. ——Only Song Zhitang knew this was true. Song Zhitang sat quietly in the last row, and the boy in front of him happened to be there. After the boy finished playing with his deskmate, he seemed to remember something, turned around and stretched out his hand to her, his voice still as casual as ever: "New classmate, thank you." Song Zhitang was stunned and lowered his eyes to see an orange lying in his palm. That night, Song Zhitang mentioned someone else in his diary for the first time - Orange and the brave young man. - Song Zhitang has been diagnosed with "emotional cognitive disorder" since she was very young. The doctor suggested that she write a diary to record the mood and emotional changes she experiences every day, or to understand emotions by observing the people and things around her. So she focused on Lu Xingye. Lu Xingye is the most talked-about boy in the entire Pingwu No. 1 Middle School - he has a superior family background, outstanding appearance, and excellent grades. It seems that all the words that praise the dazzling young man can be said about him. This person has many friends, and always has a lazy smile between his eyebrows, as if everything he does is easy. Song Zhitang thought that it seemed that all the emotions related to Lu Xingye could be described as "good". It's just that she didn't expect that her observation would be dropped, and it would also be dropped in front of the person involved. The paper inside was blown by the wind and turned a few pages. The boy subconsciously looked down and was obviously startled. He quickly picked up the book and handed it back to her, the tips of his ears quietly turning red. The young man couldn't hide the matter, so he touched his nose and scratched his head before calling her: "Song Zhitang." The following words were hesitant and whispered: "You like me?" Song Zhitang couldn't tell what he felt in his heart, and he didn't know how to react. He only said subconsciously: "No..." Lu Xingye's voice sounded aggrieved: "Then you hate me?" … "The summer when I met Lu Xingye was full of orange flavor, and luck and preference came together. But later, she never tasted such sweet oranges again. " [Emotional disorder, lonely girl VS flamboyant, wanton and dazzling boy] Intention: Love yourself and others