It tells the story of a girl's slow growth, from birth to high school. When I was a child, my grandfather was the best to me, but he left me forever when I was four years old. My parents were very hard-working. Originally, I thought I could grow up happily, but something happened when I was seven years old. Two little sisters were born to my uncle's family, and their mother left them. My uncle had a mental illness, so he lived with her, and our life at home became very difficult. My father is also very strict, especially when it comes to my studies. I am the eldest, and I feel that I have all the responsibilities. I study hard and dare not have fun. However, after I transferred to another school, I met a group of very sunny classmates, especially him. I wanted to become as good and sunny as him. I wanted to tell him that I thought he was different, but I didn't want to delay his studies, so I kept my feelings in my heart. Four years passed, and I was admitted to the same junior high school. Junior high school was more stressful and my parents had higher demands on me. I didn't dare to slack off because only if I got into the county key exams would my parents be happy. I could only watch him silently from behind. Three more years passed in the blink of an eye. After the high school entrance examination, I told him my thoughts over the years, and he said that it was actually good for us to be friends. I was a little sad and stopped contacting him. When my results came out, I was admitted to the county's key high school, but he did not pass. When we meet again after many years, we are both changed.
Intention: secret love