I Feel the Same Way as the Cool Academic Master

When Shen Ruzhao's depression scale showed normal for the third time, he realized that the problem might not be with him. I don't know when he started, but he often felt a sudden sense of suffocation, like a cotton ball soaked in cold water blocking his throat, and it seemed that he couldn't break free even with all his strength. Until one day, he went to the infirmary due to knee pain and met Jiang Yilan, the top student in grade, whose bleeding knee was being treated by the school doctor. The moment the disinfectant was applied to Jiang Yilan's knees, Shen Ruzhao and he looked at each other, feeling a slight tingling pain in his knees and heart at the same time. At this moment, Shen Ruzhao finally realized that all his physical and psychological phantom pains were caused by the academic master in front of him who was both good in character and academics but from a poor family. - Jiang Yilan's short life was like walking on thin ice. In the first eighteen years, my mother left, my father was a gambler, my grandmother was sick, my family was poor, and he went to school. Until that young master who was ignorant of the world broke into his life, Shen Ruzhao was always aware of his emotions and always appeared when he was most embarrassed and helpless. He also said some intimate and loving words of comfort to himself: "Don't be sad. I feel sad when you are sad. I will help you no matter what." Shen Ruzhao is indeed always by his side as always, whether he is the poor boy who can't afford clothes and is laughed at, or he flies up a branch and becomes a true young master who is recognized by the wealthy Pei family but has difficulty integrating. He thought that Shen Ruzhao probably really liked him. Until Jiang Yilan finally discovered that all this happened because Shen Ruzhao was forced to feel the same way as him. Jiang Yilan looked at Shen Ruzhao's back with gloomy eyes and thought: It turns out that he doesn't love me at all, he just loves himself. But when Shen Ruzhao turned to look at him, he smiled softly and said to himself: But no matter what, because of empathy, he will never be able to leave me in this life. This is no different from love. 1. The copy is tentative and may be revised. 2. It looks cold, but it's actually dark. It looks like a little sun, but it's actually a little sun. Purpose: Rekindle the hope of life