(Just write down the settings you like, don't expect anything. In fact, I personally am looking forward to it)
Jiang Chenzhou didn't know what love was. He was afraid of loving and being loved, so love turned into hate. Only later did he realize that he hated him because he loved him.
He hated Ying Cangming, hated Ying Cangming for tolerating him, hated Ying Cangming's deep eyes, hated the memories that Ying Cangming retained, and hated all the good things that Ying Cangming had given him.
"I'm not that valuable."
"You are not worthy in my eyes."
"... I hate you."
"I hate you too."
"..."
"I hate that you never cared about me, I hate that you never used me."
Ying Cangming looked through the darkness at the distant horizon. He clearly heard the sound of the waves, "You know, hate is the product of love, so do you love me?"
Jiang Chenzhou thought that love was a kind of pain to him, and the more extravagant he wanted, the more painful it was...
Intention: pure love