Introduction
This is a heart-wrenching tragic novel that tells the story of Chen Nian'an's ups and downs and pain-filled life. Chen Nianan and Zhixia have known each other since childhood and grew up together. They left countless innocent and beautiful memories in the old locust trees and secret bases in the town, and the seeds of dreams they planted together sprouted in each other's hearts.
However, the trajectory of fate quietly turned. On the eve of the college entrance examination, Zhixia died in a car accident while saving her child. This sudden blow was like a bolt from the blue, causing Chen Nianan's world to collapse instantly. He gave up college, dropped out of school and entered the society, trying to numb the pain in his heart with physical labor in a confused state.
Occasionally, Chen Nianan helped an injured little girl at the construction site and became a school volunteer, finding solace in the innocent smiles of the children. When sorting out old things, memories of the past come flooding back, a mixture of sweetness and pain. The encounter with Xiaoyan on the street awakened his desire for scientific research dreams. The reunion with Zhixia in his dream gave him the idea of changing in pain.
After that, Chen Nianan joined the scientific research team with the help of an old professor and met the cheerful and optimistic Lin Yue. The two support each other, their relationship gradually warms up, and life seems to be bright again. But fate showed its ferocious face again. Lin Yue was diagnosed with a terminal illness and passed away soon after. This second heavy blow plunged Chen Nianan into an abyss of despair.
He began to drink heavily, was on the verge of a mental breakdown, had frequent hallucinations, and his body was deteriorating. Revisiting the old place, the memories of the past became the cruelest torture. Finally, on a stormy night, Chen Nianan chose to end his life and seek relief from the pain. This novel delicately depicts Chen Nian'an's painful struggle after losing his beloved, showing the impermanence of fate and the sadness of life.
One sentence introduction
Chen Nianan went from childhood sweethearts with Zhixia to losing his love, and then found warmth in Lin Yue and suffered a heavy blow from fate again. Finally, he chose to commit suicide in endless pain, composing a heartbreaking tragedy of fate.
Purpose: To deeply explore the impermanence of fate and the suffering of life through Chen Nian'an's tragic life experience. It shows the struggle and helplessness of individuals under the heavy blow of fate. It also triggers readers' thinking about life, love and loss, and makes people realize the importance of cherishing the present and attaching importance to emotional connection when facing the hardships of life. Even if fate is cruel, we must strive to find the meaning and value of life and avoid falling into the abyss of despair.