Who Made Me the One Who Was Reborn?

In his previous life, Shou used all means to get revenge. He could use anyone or kill anyone. Discordant parents, cold-blooded brothers, false sisters, greedy best friends, hypocritical lovers... They are just stepping stones on the road to revenge. No one is sincere to him, and he doesn't have to feel guilty about anyone. He is not afraid of betrayal and separation from his relatives, and he has no regrets about his efforts and disregard for his own safety. He crawled out from a mountain of corpses and a sea of blood. God kept him alive just to get revenge. It's just that he didn't expect that he would finally complete his revenge. When he was about to die in the catastrophe, he used the man over and over again to suddenly rush into the desperate situation to protect him with his body. He always thought that this person was just like those people. His patience and help to him again and again was just to exchange for greater benefits for his clan. But at this moment, the man just looked at him, touched his face, and told him that he had never regretted anything he had done for Shou in his life. He was just tired of being used too much. He said, "If I could do it all over again, I would definitely not like you so much anymore..." Feeling pain in my heart, I hurriedly grabbed the man's hand. But the time for the catastrophe has arrived, and the two of them were annihilated in the thunder tribulation. —— One second he was still in the midst of a thunderstorm, and the next second he was in his home a hundred years ago. At that time, he had just climbed out of the mountain of corpses and the sea of blood, and it was the time when his heart was filled with despair. The man came to visit him who was seriously injured. During a break in chatting, he looked at the withered crabapples outside the window and sighed, "What a pity." Shou: "?" The man: "It's a little late this year, so it's better if you go earlier. Next year I'll take you to see the crabapples outside the city." He seemed to mention it casually, but Ke Shou got a glimpse of the affection behind the agreement. Shou suddenly laughed, and the laughter became louder and louder. If you could do it over again, you would definitely not like me that much anymore? The man's words still ring in his ears. The man asked suspiciously: "What's wrong?" Shou shook his head, wiped the tears from his eyes and looked at Haitang, "It's a pity." What a pity, I am the one who is reborn. You have no chance. In this life, your heart will still be mine. —— Gentle and giving type of attacker x crazy criticizing and ruthless receiving Revenge must be avenged, and attack must be withdrawn. There will be no delay for both sides in this life. Purpose: love and freedom