When seven-year-old Shen Zhaotang was hiding in the Lin family's carved cabinet playing hide-and-seek and being ignored by everyone, nine-year-old Lin Jiyang handed over a star made from glass candy paper. This is the first secret between them - the domestically abused bastard and the young man soaked in a honeypot share a broken chromosome.
For twenty-five years, she stepped on glass shards and ran towards him: the blood stains on the math test paper were mixed with chocolate stains, the glucose bottles in the infirmary of key high schools shattered blue jacaranda flower specimens, and the moonlight from two thousand kilometers away floated in the casserole for boiling Chinese medicine. Everyone says that Shen Zhaotang, who specializes in Chinese medicine, is the wild rose that blooms on the cliff. Only she knows that she is just the moss that grows secretly under his light.
Until illness and death became the grandest confession: her diaries and unsent letters over the years, the well-preserved glass candy wrappers in the study drawer, and the initials mixed with the chemical formulas fell apart with her tears.
"The refractive index of tears is 1.33."
"You were able to solve Euler's formula at the age of fourteen, but I couldn't solve these seventy-one kilometers."
"I finally understand the metaphor you hid on the title page, but is it too late?"
Concept: Love is the only irreplaceable light in a dirty world