At the age of 22, I realized that life seems to be not ups and downs but ups and downs. Although I am old, it is still very difficult to admit it.
I used to think that honor was very important, but it only determined who I was during that period of time, and my sparkle stayed in the past; I used to think that the company and empathy of others were important, but when I had to face reality, personal problems could only be faced personally. Thinking of myself relying on comfort and fantasy, I don't know whether I should be grateful or disappointed.
Since life is destined to go on, then try your best to pretend that everything is fine, maybe, it will really be fine.
Purpose: "To be meaningful is to live well, to live well is to have a meaningful life." - "Soldier Assault"