"During that time, I couldn't even find a reason to continue living."
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"I have died countless times in my own world, but I am afraid of pain. In reality, I don't even have the courage to die."
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Thinking of those days when she was at her lowest point, she smiled helplessly, lowering her eyes to make it difficult to see the emotions behind her eyes. Her eyelashes cast a small shadow under her eyes, and there was a faint sourness in her heart at the moment of relief.
"I don't remember, I just know that at that time I was just a body without a soul."
"I feel sorry for myself"
Purpose: Self-salvation