The Gospel of Matthew says that whatever you have will be given to you to make you redundant, and whatever you don't have will be taken away from you.
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I stared at the screen for a long time, covering my face with tears streaming down my face, unable to stop them. It's too fragile. It's a matter of time. Being selfish like me, I want to occupy a boy's care forever. Whenever I am sad, he must comfort me. I once possessed this boy's emotions other than love: AUO and above, but not enough lovers. This is our most relaxed, satisfying, and joyful state.
He was never surprised that I appeared in front of him with my head in a chicken coop and my eyes covered with smear. I also don't mind some of his rude behavior. It seems like we have known each other for a long time, which is actually a long time.
Conception: