Shen Yuanqing traveled back to high school one sleepless night when he was twenty-seven and met Liu Yunzhou.
I can't explain why I became familiar with him gradually.
He only remembered that Liu Yunzhou would apply medicine to him when he saw his scars all over his body for the first time.
I'll lend him my shoulders.
I would also say to him every time before going to bed:
"Sleep well tonight."
Why can't I seem to sleep anymore?
Start caring, start craving, and start not being satisfied with the status quo.
"I really want to be closer to him."
I really want to be surrounded by the sun.
He seemed to have got what he wanted. From then on, the sun only shined on him, and the whole world became sunny, listening to the young man's passionate love.
Liu Yunzhou is like a cloud and a boat.
He couldn't hold it no matter what. He held it in his hand and it would float away in a short while.
Always in the most painful times, always in the best times, quietly hidden.
Then the weather turned from sunny to cloudy.
He said: "My sun disappeared, and the world has never had a sunny day since then."
But he was unwilling to do so.
He wanted to fight to the death.
Shen Yuanqing always has nightmares.
Even later he really changed the direction of the story and gave it a happy ending.
Maybe the gods can't disobey their love.
"Having a nightmare?"
"Yeah."
"I'm afraid that when I wake up, I won't see you again."
Not leaving.
No one leaves.
He won't have nightmares anymore.
Purpose: cherish the present moment