I, Xia Yinian, am known as the Little Sun of Affiliated High School to people in the world. I never expected that the aloof male god I would pursue would be a pervert.
During that time in high school, I was really stupid and naive. At that time, Fang Shuqing was like a breath of fresh air on campus. He always wore neat school uniforms and had cold and deep eyes, as if the whole world had nothing to do with him. And I was attracted by his aloofness.
I began to use all means to pursue him, including bringing him breakfast, writing love letters, creating chance encounters... And even confessed my love to him on the school radio station. I was so ridiculously brave back then. As for Fang Shuqing, although he was cold to me at first, he was eventually moved by my enthusiasm. We were together, and at that moment, I felt as if I owned the whole world.
After entering college, I began to come into contact with more new things and people. Fang Shuqing's aloofness and silence gradually turned into dullness and boringness in my eyes. I'm starting to get tired of this day-to-day, uneventful life. Finally, one night, I worked up the courage to break up with him.
"Fang Shuqing, let's break up." I looked at him, feeling a little uneasy, but more of a sense of relief.
He was stunned, a trace of shock and anger flashed in his deep eyes. "Why?" His voice was low and hoarse.
"I... I don't think we are suitable." I lowered my head, not daring to look directly into his eyes.
He was silent for a long time, and then sneered, "Xia Yinian, you will regret it."
I didn't take this statement seriously at the time, thinking he was just talking. However, I was wrong. The next night after we broke up, on my way home, someone suddenly covered my mouth and nose from behind. When I woke up again, I found myself tied up in a strange room. The person who kidnapped me was none other than Fang Shuqing.
"You... Why are you here?" I looked at him in horror, my voice trembling.
He looked at me expressionlessly, with a strange smile on his lips, "Xia Yinian, you can't escape."
I started a hunger strike in an attempt to resist. But he just looked at me coldly, and then said, "Xia Yinian, give up. I won't let you die."
As time went by, I began to get used to this kind of life.
One night, he suddenly asked me: "Xia Yinian, do you still love me?"
I looked at him with mixed feelings. I don't know if I still love him, I just know that I can't live without him now. This sense of dependence scares me, but at the same time it makes me feel an inexplicable pleasure.
"I don't know," I whispered.
He smiled, very strangely, "It's okay, you will know."
From then on, he started to treat me better and better. I became addicted to this feeling of being cared for, even though I knew it was wrong.
One night, he suddenly held me in his arms and said in a low and hoarse voice: "Xia Yinian, you are mine, never try to escape."
I didn't struggle or resist.
I know that such a life is abnormal and against morality. But I don't care anymore. As long as I can be with Fang Shuqing, even if I am imprisoned, I am willing.
This is my life now, I don't know what the future will be like, but I have the courage to face everything.
As for Fang Shuqing, he also loves me in his own way. Although this kind of love is a bit extreme and twisted, I know that he really cares about me. That's enough.
I knew I could never leave this person again - my prisoner, my lover, Fang Shuqing.
Purpose: Please cultivate a correct view of love