Young people are always confused, and so am I.
I don't know what will happen to me in the future, so I feel afraid. I'm afraid that I will do nothing, and I'm afraid that I won't even have the chance to do nothing.
I think I will never understand the "forced expression of sorrow in order to compose new words". I am always very worried, worried for no reason...
I am not an extrovert, but I can never learn to enjoy loneliness, so I put on a mask for myself, deceiving myself and despising myself at the same time.
But luckily, I didn't give up.
I think life is a self-rescue that no one can save.
Purpose: Life is a journey of self-rescue.