The diary or essays or random thoughts of an outsider who lives on the edge of the world
I'm a stay-at-home guy.
I am sensitive, cowardly, have low self-esteem, depressed, and lost my way, but I have "him".
First-person narration, there may be a lot of "I" blabbering about it
Based on reality, but the story is fictional and may not look like a novel
The general characters are only "I" and "him"
Each chapter is a short article, roughly describing a small scene
The overall style is rather sad
You may need to guess about other things.
Purpose: Find yourself