Some people cannot take advantage of spring and jump into the endless gray Dead Sea alone.
21-Year-old Yuchun suffered from a terminal illness. Since then, Yuchun has completely become a person who no one cares about even if he disappears.
Others are terminally ill, and their family members will seek medical advice everywhere just to keep them alive. Yuchun was different, it seemed that it didn't matter whether he lived or not.
Yuchun's parents died when he was young. Only his grandmother raised him at home, but she didn't treat him well, not to mention his neighbors and classmates. Yuchun knew that misfortunes never come singly, but he never thought that his life could be so disaster-ridden.
The whole world seemed to have excluded him ever since he could remember. It was the insults from his family, the contempt of his classmates, and the unpleasant adjectives that were attached to him and could not be torn off.
From then on, Yuchunhuo became a drop of water, waiting to evaporate silently.
He used his accumulated savings to follow his friend's arrangement and stay in the hospital.
He persisted in taking medicine day after day just to see that person in his dream. Yuchun's deep self-esteem made all his crushes in his boyhood buried in the dust, slowly being buried under the thick soil as time went by.
But he met him again amidst the physical and mental torment of illness. The boy who didn't even dare to call his name when he was a boy - Fan Zhishu
Yuchun had the habit of keeping a diary, so he simply recorded his dreams in the form of a diary and wrote a novel
He has a Fan Zhishu that belongs only to him.
His Fan Zhishu goes back to Yuchun's bad middle school days to accompany him.
(The copy will be changed later)
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