I dreamed of you again. It has been 5 years since we last met. You seem to have changed from a person I don't know if I love you to a regret that I can't make up for. You are constantly approaching perfection in my dreams and become irreplaceable. I can't fall in love with anyone else anymore. The door in my heart is locked and it seems that only you can open it. However, until now I don't know whether this is love or obsession. I've seen your girlfriends since you were 18, and all the good and bad things before that. At the age of 23, there is no way for us to meet each other. In the past 5 years, I still haven't mustered up the courage to tell you that I seem to like you. My cowardice and incompetence killed the other strong and brave me. I have always known that I am not good now, but I am unwilling to change, or dare not change. To me, the best thing to do is maintain the status quo.
Intention: Become a better version of yourself, no matter who you are