Shen Siyi grew up with Gu Silan since childhood. Although he has enjoyed wealth and wealth since childhood, it is difficult for him to have a clear understanding of emotions. When 17-year-old Shen Siyi met Shi Nian, he felt an unprecedented feeling, but he didn't know why. He thought he just thought Shi Nian was interesting and wanted to tease her, but gradually, he found that her simplicity and tenacity made him unable to ignore it. He would change his plans because of her words, and would feel happy because of her smile, but he never admitted that it was love. It wasn't until one day that he found that he could no longer bear her leaving, and finally understood that he loved her all the time, the love that penetrated deep into his bones. Unfortunately, things are unpredictable. When they parted ways and were about to meet again, Shen Siyi was diagnosed with late-stage gastric cancer, but he did not tell Shi Nian. Shi Nian shed a tear for him, which was enough to break his heart. He didn't want Shi Nian to waste his life on him. He hoped that she would have a bright future in his own life. In the last few months of his life, he accompanied Shi Nian to review almost all the past events, and went to all the places they had been and had not been. After he knew that he did not have much time left, in order to get Shi Nian to leave him, he spoke harshly to her. Shi Nian did not know his intentions, and left him frustrated and frustrated. But she didn't even know that when she said those words, Shen Siyi's heart and the cancer cells together made him feel heartbroken. When Shi Nian contacted Shen Siyi again, he had been breathing with the sea forever. Shi Nian had never married in her life. In her sixties, she lay quietly on the bed they shared and drank a whole bottle of sleeping pills. This time, she and Shen Siyi were finally together forever.
Intent: sadomasochism, double cleanliness