I was young and ignorant, my thoughts were flowing, I was ambiguous, I was close to each other, I thought we were just friends, so I would do anything for you wholeheartedly, think about you wholeheartedly, speak ambiguous words that seem to be nothing, my eyes would wander, I already understood something in my heart, but I still refused to admit it. After turning around and leaving, I realized what I had missed after letting go.