"Jiang Yanbai, have you ever seen the moon at three o'clock in the morning?"
Shen Shu huddled in the corner of the studio, paint solidifying into scabs on his fingertips. Seven months after he was diagnosed with severe depression, he secretly stopped fluoxetine - anyway, those pills were like salt sprinkled in the desert and could never quench the thirst of the soul.
Until the new psychology graduate student knocked on the studio door.
Pei Qingchuan held the broken palette and picked up the utility knife where Shen Shu cut his wrist from the mess on the floor: "I took an art appreciation class, and this painting "Rotten Sunflowers"... Is actually the last work of Van Gogh?"
Shen Shu suddenly raised his head, and for the first time, someone saw through his distress signal hidden under the twisted brushstrokes.
Reading Guide
1. The art student suffered from depression and was attacked gently by the psychology department, and his salvation came to HE
2. Contains real treatment process: During transcranial magnetic stimulation treatment, the instrument will make a sound like a woodpecker. The drowsiness caused by sertraline often makes the patient fall asleep in the consultation room.
3. During the episode of bipolar disorder, refer to the DSM-5 diagnostic criteria, and the description of stigma and somatization symptoms are based on real cases^1
4. The beauty of mathematics can be used to fight against obsessive thinking.
Fragment
Pei Qingchuan suddenly held his trembling wrist and drew a coordinate system on the ferocious scar. The cold skin was aroused by the tip of the pen, and the function image meandered into a fluttering butterfly.
"Starting tomorrow, I will accompany you for exposure therapy." Warm breath brushed against your ears, "Every time you want to harm yourself, send me your location - even in the North Pole, I will come to you with bandages and kisses."
Later, Shen Shu learned that Pei Qingchuan had 237 gigabytes of research literature on depression stored in his computer, and his cell phone memos were full of subtle signs of his illness. The person who always said "I am here", looking at the surveillance video of him sitting stiffly by the window late at night, cried harder than the day he was diagnosed.
Purpose: Pay attention to mental health