This article was recently updated! The time span is approximately 2026-2027.
People who are highly sensitive and internally conflicted will have moments to secretly cheer themselves up.
People who have lost hope in life also have moments when they suddenly become enthusiastic.
In the past year, I have closed my circle of friends and tried not to read other people's posts. It was a bit difficult at first, after all, I have developed the habit of clicking on them casually. But after discovering that the page turned off this function, I was too lazy to turn it on again, and gradually forgot about it.
The reason for this is simple, because I always envy other people's lives and often devalue myself in comparison. I always wonder why I can't be as good as others and why I am so mediocre.
I thought, I can't live like this forever. I was shocked to realize that jealousy was eating me up bit by bit. This was really terrible. I already regarded other people's gains as my own losses. So, I chose to close the circle of friends.
I have acquaintances on social software, but I also want to record my life, so I chose to update in Jinjiang. There is a sense of peace of mind returning to my hometown.
The whole text is a running account/random thoughts, with no logic, a lot of vernacular, and no literary quality at all.
The story is purely fictional, please do not imitate it.
Intention: If the rainy season doesn't end, I will hold an umbrella for myself