I wanted to draw a line between myself and the world, but she pulled me within the line.
She told me: "You live in the light, so why bother to trap yourself in the darkness? There is still a lot of beauty in this world. If you feel that you are too lonely... Don't you still have me! I will accompany you to see everything in the world!"
I thought I really had happiness, but fate was unfair and made me experience that disgusting violation.
Later, what she often said was: "My dear... Please smile, please..."
I can't do anything, just watch her grow haggard... If I hadn't met her in the first place, she wouldn't have gone through this.
Ah Ning, I love you
Intention: love, redemption