In this novel, the heroine's youth is full of sour secret love.
When I was seventeen years old, I was like a timid snail, hiding in my shell and silently looking at you, who was shining brightly. In class, I secretly follow you; during class, I pretend to meet you by chance. I work hard just to be side by side with you, but every time I get close, it's like touching an out-of-reach star. Those thoughts hidden in the diary, those red eyes in the corner, have become the footnotes of this unresolved secret love. Looking back many years later, I realize that the regrets of youth are a required course for growth.
Purpose: This novel takes a sour secret love as a clue and aims to show the complex and multifaceted aspects of youth and love.
The heroine silently fell in love with the outstanding male protagonist when she was young and ignorant. She hid this love deep in her heart, chasing his figure with her eyes for countless days and nights, and pouring out her thoughts in her diary. During this secret love, she worked hard to become better, just to be closer to him. The girl hid this love deep in her heart and tried her best to get close to the boy, but she could never touch his world. The author makes everyone understand that although some love does not bear fruit, it is like a seed that takes root and sprouts in the heart, shaping who you are today. Even if it is full of regrets, it is an indispensable part of life. The courage and relief learned in secret love are the most precious wealth.